ok I'm sorry you guys but
HOMESTUCK. HOMESTUCK. I had to watch the EOA animation on Becca’s computer because for some reason it won’t work on mine. Spending the rest of the day trying to get it to work because THAT FLASH. I ran around the apartment screaming when I finished. I have to watch that again oh geez I can’t handle these feelings. I do. I really like Homestuck ok??
Color Ref for Nicooo~~
I have blogged this before but who cares :U Sorry my eyes are closed, Nico; they’re just your standard chocolate brown so they’re not anything exciting! I hope this helps owo If not let me knoooow~
So I do wanna wait to make a big post until the day is over just in case something else exciting happens but I got two cakes ;A; Imma be sooooooo fat <333
I can’t even hope to draw tonight. I am shaking very badly, my side is killing me (please oh please let there be actual results tomorrow), and on top of that I feel like crap and just threw up. I’m in bed, needless to say. I think I might just blog old art of mine, cause I need to be in someone’s arms tonight.
My continued apologies that my tumblr has become Erin’s Complain-a-Blog. I’ll try to draw again soon. I just…I guess I “feel” better about complaining here because less people will see it. You can just scroll past and ignore my shit. I just…no matter what I do I cannot shake the feeling that I just am not important. It’s a stupid, idiotic thing to think...
I am a horrible person and I do not matter. Perhaps I should revisit my therapist because I’m starting to seriously believe that. Go me. I was going to put a reaction GIF here, but I couldn’t find a suitable one.
Allow Me To Clarify
I was not a basket case today because I had a pelvic ultrasound. That in itself is so not a big deal. The gel was even nice and warm, and my nurse was really nice. I was a basket case today because I had an additional type of ultrasound performed that I was not in any way prepared for, and it was far more invasive than rubbing my stomach with gel. I had never had anything like that done to me, so...
I’m not sure if this is TMI, but…um, I think I’ll feel better about it if I just write it out, cause the more I think about it the more I’m subtly freaking out. Just a little. Read if you want… I’ve been having chronic on-and-off pain in the left side of my stomach sinch March. It’s really not even my stomach, per say, it’s just in that general...
I’ll say it here too, since it applies…shit, I’m such a whiner. I’m sitting here shaking because I really hope this won’t be read the wrong way…I’m so scared of that… I don’t…want this to be a “pity me” entry. I guess mostly this is an explanation. I’ll still check around here to respond to things, but…I’m...